I'm getting there...

I don't know if I had mentioned this before~I've officially started the new job, I'm part of the "family" now. Yays. At the moment I'm just trying to get the hang of working as a waitress...its stressful, I have no idea what I'm doing~ and since I'm such a huge cluts, sending out coffees has been, well not so smooth...gah so embarrassing. On the plus side, I haven't broken any more glasses in the last week *self hi-five* awesome. *sigh*. I'm getting there...

I feel awkward at work, I just cant interact with the others. I'm quiet and I tend to keep to myself. I don't really feel like talking neither, I just want to get through the day (preferably without breaking anything) and go home. Its lonely sometimes, but lately I'm just not in the mood to be joking around with "others". I know I'm coming across as a shy quiet Asian but I don't care. I smile when people ask me how I am, and that's all they need to know.

I'm exhausted everyday, which is good I guess. I've been eating a LOT when I get home, which is not good. I'm starving when I get home...gaining a lot of weight I'm sure. Its not like I dont have lunch at work, because I do. Its shocking. I will go back to my normal routine soon, hopefully.

Anyways, working 6 days this week because of the new roster is in effect from tomorrow, so yeah. Bummer.