Only I...

I had a whole oven trolley fall on my head today...that's really bad. I'm OK though. Only I could get an injury like that. I'm so special .... A few months ago I had a stack of trays on the top shelf fall on my forehead, resulting in a huge bruise and bump on my forehead (I thought that only happened in cartoons...).  Still standing though. It's always funny when it happens to me, can't help but just laugh. Eases the pain a lil.

Let the count down begin

One week...2 days to go. The count down begins.

Ken bought me an ICE CREAM MACHINE, how absolutely awesome is that!? Unfortunately I havnt had the time to try it out yet :(, been so busy. The machine is now in Sydney and I'm not... one more week until I see it again and maybe I'll get to finally make ice cream, so excited!

Just came back from Sydney after doing some Boxing Day shopping with the family, I'm completely wiped out. I forgot that I was meant to buy an ipod for myself today...maybe tomorrow. I need something to blockout the sound of boring~ness when I'm by myself.

I'm a lil sad that I'm going to be leaving this place soon, the fact that I won't be seeing Ken everyday anymore. Though I really do think it's good for us now to have a lil bit of seperation. I'm really going to miss the mental guy, I'm going to miss his annoying nature, his smile that lightens up my world. It's the best for both of us...it won't be goodbye forever.

I'm exhausted now, my thoughts are everywhere and I havnt a clue how to organise them...for now, I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and goodnight to all.

One fine Morning..

These days I just want to escape from reality whenever I can...

This photo was taken at sunrise on Saturday when we all went fishing to escape from the world of work. It was absolute bliss :).

Let this feeling never go away

Why couldn't everyday be nice and sunny? Right now I'm on my break and sitting in the outdoor seating area enjoying the fresh air thats coming from the bay just across from the club that I'm working at. It's calming...relaxing...peaceful. Sadly, I have to go back to work in half an hour.

At the moment, I'm sitting here just thinking and smiling (lucky I'm here alone ^^). Weather like this always affect my mood, makes me feel a bit more light, feeling like I could do anything, all the bad thats been happening, disappears and I can just breathe...

Just another day and it's my day off with my mister. I hope with all my heart that it's going to be beautiful weather on Wednesday. It's all I need. Please please please. Though the Weatherman  says otherwise ...I hope he's wrong.

It's almost another year passed...how quickly things just go by. In a few more weeks I'll be back home, sadly not for Christmas, as I have to work (which, by the way, kinda sucks...). The countdown begins...til Christmas...til New Years...til Vietnam...til then...

It's official: I'm getting out of here.

It'a official, I'm quitting here after Christmas. I've had enough. It's been too long. I can't say it's been a complete waste of time, I have had fun along the way. Lot of laughter shared. It's just time...

The plan is ... have 2 weeks to myself before I jet off to Vietnam for Tet. During that time, I'm going to try and catch up with friends. hang out with the siblings, take the boyfriend out and experiment in the kitchen and garden. try and get the most of of the this (so called) summer.

I've also been thinking, maybe the kitchen just isn't for me...don't get me wrong, I still love baking and cooking, just maybe, it's better that I keep it in my own kitchen. My plan to open my own patisserie is still on my mind...I just might have to take a detour to get there. I planned to do a pastry course next year but also pick up another course. I will find a way. Things will be alright. I'm sure.

It's almost Christmas and then the New year is upon us. It's still unclear to me what I'll do, but I'm hopeful and I'll figure it all out. I'm excited.