Oh how I miss eating real food. I miss it so much. I've been eating the staff "food" here for about four months....its not food, its salted processed cardboard.... It feels like I havnt eaten anything for ages, yet I still gain weight and get pimples from all this crap.
I miss exploring foods when I go out. Now there's no time for that on my day off. I have a strong craving to try something new, to find a random restaurant/cafe to try. A different atmosphere, a place to amaze me, to wonder. sigh... I'm hoping this Sunday maybe I would be able too, but the chances are quite slim.
Food is my life..I like to share that passion. I want to take people out and to try these new restaurants that I find. But not everyone is like me, they dont spend money on food like I do. I dont care how much it costs as long as it tastes good. I used to take my sister out on Sundays and all we would do was eat eat and eat. We were happy. I miss those days. Come to think of it now, I guess my sister is the only one daring enough to eat with me (guessing its because I'm paying. I dont mind though).
I also miss baking at home... the days when I would devote a whole days off experimenting and grocery shopping. I loved succeeding and failing.I loved making a mess in the kitchen and letting my siblings help me measure out ingredients. I felt so relaxed and free. Nowadays I dont have that luxury, and even if I dared to experiment at work, there's too many critics and I'm just not ready for that.
I'm hoping my next day off I'll have a chance to EAT again.
