Buzz....

My future is a blur: I can't see what I want anymore.

My 21st is coming up: I'm not as excited as I was a few months ago and this time I think I might just work through it.

My Life: Some days I wake up on top of the world, other days its just bleh. lately it's been the latter and I don't know why. Something is draining me

My love: I'm happy, he's the only one that keeps me grounded. Even if he does drive me completely insane sometimes. But I can't let him go. I might actually be in...real deep this time... and I still can't believe that it's me who needs him. He cares for me, it's all I need.

Now: It's my day off and the boy is about to pick me up and head back up north. boo.