I dont like where I am now, I dont feel like I'm progressing in my life. What happened to my passion? What happened to my will to succeed? I dont know. Just lately, in my studies, in my work. it's just another day. Nothing new, nothing worth remembering. I have no clue what's going on with me. I'm starting to slack off and I havnt even begun anything! I'm really disappointed with myself. (oh suck it up and deal).
and blast! the business subjects I must endure every Monday and Tuesday, I swear I cannot be bothered, I know it's nothing, most is really common sense, but it's doing my head in. Whatever, I signed up for it, why complain for?
Work. Work work work, ever since they start praising me, I start to slack off. Why?! I shouldnt, this is why I dont like compliments and good comments, It just feels like I cant improve. I like being giving constructive criticism, it gives me something to do next time, a goal if you will. Am I being absurd? Egotistic? Ahhhhhhh! I just cant think.
Too many people believe in me, too many people trust me, I cant deal, I will disappoint them all.
2 comments:
hey nhi what happened to your other blog layout?
i just don't know what to say but i think i'm lil worried about u.
life is life-in life u're gonna face a few obstacles and u can't hide. i'm very sorry to say this-i don't mean to b bossy or me acting like someone who's in authority but please get u're act together, positive talk and say "i can do this!!!.
c'mon please don't give up!!!think about u're future!!! think about urself. u worked really hard last yr-don't pull urself down.
now i say-think differently in a very positive determined way, push urself into this business studies thing that u dread every mon&tues.
what is it that u REALLY WANT in life nhi?
just want too say u always wrked hard.
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