I could cry. I just checked my net bank and my account says "overdrawn", gah! I just applied for another increase to my credit limit...but I still have to pay credit card bill that's due over a year ago. I suck. I need money. I need a job.
Ever since coming back from Vietnam, all I've been doing is searching for jobs, buying newspapers, applying online, sending countless resumes everywhere but no luck. I'm still unemployed. I have the choice of going back to either of my previous jobs temporarily, but it's so hard to go back...I've thought about it, and its just not worth it.
I havnt been job-less for over three years since leaving high school, I've always been working, either its full on full time or just 3 days a week. It's hard just sitting at home wasting my time away doing pointless things. Plus I've lost a lil bit of passion for baking at home...it was sad when I came to that realisation. I know that when I was working, all I could do was complain about how much of life I was missing out on, but with no money and everyone else either at uni or working or just far away, whats the point?
It's really hard for me to keep asking my mum for money, I'm not a kid anymore. Although I've been borrowing my brother's money to go shopping, I know I'm terrible..
Gah, what to do? Someone give me a job :(
1 comment:
i know how EXACTLY you feel nhi. I really feel your pain and desperation. I really do. mayb becoz god thinks u work too much with very lil sleep and u did complain about working too much that u want a break and god reckons u may need some more time off. are u still up to do a patisserie course? did u get ur adv. diploma yet?
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