Wednesday, December 16

I want to run away...from everything

I dont know how I feel...these past two days have been a bit of a disappointment...I want life less serious with those that I love...

laugh and play with me like no one is looking even when they are...

Boss is giving me more shifts, I appreciate it, but I'm getting bored with this job, I want a change, I want to start my career. I started looking for a Patisserie job on Monday, it's scary walking in and asking, when I'm sure most of them arent looking for new employees. Though most took the time and gave me a chance to talk and tell them my story. I was going to continue this morning before I had to go to work this arvo...but boss called me in early, and so there goes that out the window. Starting again early tomorrow morning. hopefully by the new year I've got something new to look forward too (I'm still keeping my current job, pay's good ;)).

I want to have some fun! Maybe I'll buy a ticket to Melbourne to do a bit of shopping therapy, I need a new scene, I need to go somewhere I can think and know that those I want to run away from can't find me. I feel trapped and I cant do anything...I need to escape...

2 comments:

Nightshade said...

Ooh, cute blog ^^

Lol, i know what you mean when you say shopping therapy ;) You ain't no ordinary cookie.

You'll figure it out, like always.

I have my fingers crossed for you too :>

Anonymous said...

Uhm...same here nhi :(. I wanted to start on my career, I want to start wearing my Chef jacket at work and cooking...I feel jelous looking at the apprentices at work...thinking "hei..i can do what they do". Today me n rina continuing our job search as well... good luck to us. Hope that 2010 bring more opportunities to us all : )