*It might be because of the gorgeous sunny weather today or listening to Michael Buble that's making me all giddy inside. But I dont care, I like it.
I'm happy.
Only 3 more weeks of college left and I'm free to do what I love most and that's COOK. No more wasting my time in lectures where I sleep more than I learn. No more damn assignments that stress everyone out so they dont come out and play with me. I dont care anymore! I dont want to be cooped inside a building 20+ hours a week. I want to be outside, enjoying the sunshine on my days off and not be stuck inside trying to start my assignment. I want to find a new job where I can bake and have fun. I dont need to worry, I just need a little bit of confidence, I dont need someone telling me what I can and cannot do. Let me try, let me fail, let me succeed.
Everyone is so stressed out right now, everyone is a lil disappointed in me, I dont do it on purpose, I just dont understand the point. But I am happy, why not let me be? Everyone just needs to relax a little bit, grades dont matter in this profession-it's your will and passion to succeed that do.
I'm going to enjoy these last few weeks. I will finish my assignments and I will do fine. I will find a new job, I will enjoy it. Then when college is all over, I will help change my brother's life and I will spend more time with my baby sister (who is growing up so damn fast, I cant believe she is in high school already). I will catch up with old friends. I will just roll with what comes at me.
There is so more much more to life, and life isnt forever. I will live today.
I am so Excited. I am so Loved. I am so Happy.
3 comments:
this sounds like a positive blog. it's fine to try, fail or succeed co it's part of a learning process in life as a person. r u listening to MB's latest album? "i will catch up with old friends"-does that include me? =)
btw- forgot to mention this in my previous comment. i like ur blog page look-it's very cooking-baking like. very "sweet"? ;) and u got dean martin's song on.
Thanx Annie, yeah I wanted a change. The other blog didnt suit me much. I like this one. Been listening to MB new album, dont like it as much as his last one. But still, love him. and of course I mean u as well! how could I not catch up with u again ;)
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