Focus girl.

I've been so distracted lately, I cant believe I let myself slack off. It's the final term before I'm off to Industry placement for 6 months, and I've lost confidence in my cooking skills, I dont know if it's because of me, my lack of study or my chef (but I couldnt blame another). It's got to be me, I've found myself losing my thoughts, sleep and even my belongings just because of him...

I need to prioritise, college, work, then romance. there's no other way, but it's so hard...I told myself not to do this, not to lose my way and I've found myself there. My boss told me the other day after I told him I couldnt work an extra shift "you used to always want to work..." *slap* focus! Starting from this week, study study study, while working working working. My boss has given me a load of extra shifts this week, before the long weekend, which means I've had to skips some classes and make up some classes. No time to see him. Must focus.

But it's his birthday this week...and he wants to spend it with me, damn it...I've started planning for it, stop! focus! ... i'll be ok, I know I will, I always am, I will not allow myself to fail, EVER.

Schedual for the next few weeks.

• See Luke Nguyen (co-owner of Red Lantern) at Cabra this weekend
• See David Thompson, Peter Gordon, Luke Nguyen and Pichet Ong at the International Food Fest the following weekend (which I still need to buy tickets for, so expensive though, but so worth it)
• Attend the Night Noodle Market in a few weeks at Hyde Park.

I do wish I had my camera to capture the whole experience, but I dont, sucks. It's a full few weeks coming up, including doing assignments that are all due at the same time and working heaps more, it is almost peek season after all. and my spare time will probably be spent with that dorky guy I call my boyfriend...