Ok to tell you the truth, I'm baking 'cause its something to keep my mind off what's really going on. When I'm baking I focus on whatever I'm baking and forget my troubles. I dont eat much of what I bake, maybe only 1 to test and that's about it. I bake for the heck of it. The past two weeks of my college break have been a huge bore. Doing nothing makes me realise things I never wanted to think about. I need to study, I need to work, I need to go out to distract myself.
Lately something that had troubled me in the past, something I had thought I had gotten over has surfaced again. I didnt provoke it to come, it just did and I want it to go away-but it wont-someone out there (in the higher order of life) is trying to..I dont know. I just dont like the fact that this subject has risen again from the dark pits of my past. Its causing me grief and confusion and I cant really discuss it, which totally blows! I'm going slightly insane (if that's even possible).
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oh no...a wee troubling time. to distract urself-why don't u read my email?! i sent u an email. read it when u hav time. btw-i love that look of the choc cupcake-sooo yummy. and that other cupcake looks so sweet-w/lil flower.it looks like a lil girl. i hope u get over ur troubles.it's really hard to get ova it-just don't think about it. don't do anything insane ok? don't.
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