I'm 19 years old, I havnt acknowledged that fact...odd. I dont like being "19". I'm stuck in limbo, I'm not a teen but I'm not really an adult neither. I want to be 20. The other day someone asked me how old I was turning this year and unconsciously I answered "21" then realised, I'm not even 20 yet! What the heck? Do I want to be 20 that badly? (kinda). Though, odd now that this week a few people that I've studied with and worked with (for months now) have asked me my age and I think "omg, I'm only 19" I feel like such a kid. Not to mention people's reactions when they find out "Aw, you're only a baby". Bleh. Only 4 more months to go...
Even though I feel like a kid, I feel like time is running out and I havnt acommplished much. I know it's only the beginning of anything-could-happen but I feel like I'm missing out on something and I'm trying to catch up... There are so many things that I want to do, and so many unclear ideas floating in my head, I just wish that everything would fall into place already so I can start on whatever it is that I want to do. But what's the fun in that, right?
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i'm the oppostite and it's not becoz i'll b having wrinkles and that-it's becoz that we hav to bcome a "real proper adult". adults hav to take alot of responsibiltity- do adult stuff-won't b able to do normal teen stuff-i won't b able to wear teen clothes-lol. i am SCARED of turning 1 yr older-it's coz of life. also by the time that we r adults- most of us hav to buy and adult ticket which is hell expensive-though everthing is goin up. i am so gonna be sad when i turn 2,0.thank goodness i was born on december.
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